|
| Eternal flame came on the radio
And I remember how you loved it so
Memories sneak on me, wherever I go
A car like you used to drive
Pulled beside me today at the light
Chances break and cry wherever I go
And you want me to be strong, any less just shows I’m weak
How’d ya turn so cold, where’s the girl I used to know
Chorus:
And it's love and hate and all these emotions
I never thought that you’d be going
I’m just going through the motions
Where everything is you, everything is you
An inside joke comes to mind
We’d wear them out all the time
Memories sneak up on me wherever I go
And it seems you’ve disappeared, though you're not that far away
Please tell me it's not true, I didn’t mean that much to you
And it's love and hate and all these emotions
I never thought that you’d be going
I’m just going through the motions
Where everything is you, everything is you
What did I do wrong, nothing I treated you like an angel
What did I do wrong, nothing I treated you like an angel
What did I do wrong, nothing I treated you like an angel
I treated you like an angel
And it's love and hate and all these emotions
I never thought that you’d be going
I’m just going through the motions
Where everything is you, everything is you
I treated you like an angel............
this has become one of my favortie bands!!! read the other song lyrcs below... This song is on my myspace which you can view at web address www.myspace.com/flowerose
sit here in my bed, with you in my head, haunting my mind
I think of all we had, all the good and bad and all of the times
We’d sit down and talk, sometimes till three or four o’clock in the morning
I live in misery, haunted by your memory, and the love that I felt
Guess that was not enough, you fell out of love, something you couldn’t help
I guess now I see; that’s the way it’s gotta be
Chorus:
Fates got a plan for us, even when our lives get rough
You make up, break up, you fall, you get back up
Can’t you see; that’s the way it’s gotta be
We run around these streets, looking for company, someone to hold
At the end of the night, we give up our fights, and go home alone
We give up on love, and we say we’ve had enough of the game
Fates got a plan for us, even when our lives get rough
You make up, break up, you fall, you get back up
Can’t you see; that’s the way it’s gotta be
We walk around in circles, were all just jumping hurdles, just trying to get by
We take life in stride, and swallow our pride, all to survive
Can’t you see; that’s the way it’s gotta be
Fates got a plan for us, even when our lives get rough
You make up, break up, you fall, you get back up
Can’t you see; that’s the way it’s gotta be
This song just applies to my life right now... and to end this entry on a better note i do have to say.... HOOK EM' HORNS!!!! | | |
| Well this weekend was a blast I forgot that I can have fun!!! Next weekend is going to be even better, because Saturday morning we are driving to Oklahomo to watch the Texas vs. OU softball game!!! Hook Em' anyways, This week is going to be tough because I'm worried about my mom, but I know everything will turn out for the better. I am thinking about getting like a Mazda Matia (spell check) but I need to sell my Montero Sport so any taker hit me up! lol I'm not going to go to River Oaks anymore, so I really can't say see you later, but who knows.... Talk with you guys later? Maybe Maybe not.... You don't really need to pray for me, but you y'all care just pray for my mom, that she can deal with the pain and hang on a little while longer....
rOSE | | |
| Well, hmm where do I begin to start, lets see Jeremy and I hit the 3 month marker on the 3rd!!! Which I thought would be a big deal, and it wasn't lol and I liked it like that!!!
Went to the Rangers game with Robin, and the Red Sox won HELL YEAH!!!!!!
Prom is coming up and I'm still thinking about going, I have the dress and everything but I just don't know anymore.
I take pictures tomorrow, so maybe on myspace i'll have some new ones up... Thanks for Adding me Kiel... anyways, I'm going to bed, there is alot going on in my life, but I just don't want to type it... maybe tomorrow, but if y'all want to pray for me you can, you don't have to...
rOSE | | |
| Love forgets Mistakes, and you know what it does, but some people don't believe that. Alot of people want to move forward in there lives, and maybe closer to God, but we FULLY can't until we forget about the past and try not to look into the future, but just live in the present the presence of God. I'm having to learn that statment the hard way because God knows the mistakes I've made, key word MADE... he has forgiven me and people say time heals everything, no I don't believe that, it just covers it up. Someone that I used to hang out with once put it as, it just makes everything else fake. meaning you make a mistake and then just think time will heal it, no, it just covers it up and makes it fake.
I have so much and so many things running through my head, but I can't seem to go put them in away that other people would understand, so I'm going to wait a couple of days, hell, it might just be a couple of hours, and I'll repost to tell whoever shall read this. I'm sorry that things turned out like this, but God is doing something in my life, that most people don't even understand! | | |
| Wow, I don't even know where and when to start updating y'all on my life and me in general...
I wen to Y-A-R to watch someone play basketball, okay if it isn't that obvious I went to watch Kiel Kellems play basketball, YES I do STILL HAVE A BOYFRIEND, but for some reason I just wanted to go see him and watch him play basketball, well that was the only reason I rode with Tammie Shields up there to Abilene, I didn't realize that I would learn so much about want I want in life and about myself as a person. I stayed the night to hear the message that K.P. was telling and it just made me realize that I'm still holding on to something that I should have given to God long time ago, I needed to hand over everything to him, and move on with the new things that have come along in my life. This is one of the best Y-A-R ever I have to say, and I'm glad I went... Kiel and I WERE together and that's the thing I have to remember. I also have to remember I can plan out my future but that doesn't mean that it's going to be like that, God has a plan for everyone and he will speak to you through so many ways, and as a good Christian you should be listening and follow through with what he wants, not what YOU want or want for others...
Everything happens for a reason... my favorite quote and I believe it 100%
Jeremy and I are going great I won't get to see him until May, well until my Graduation... and Prom this year Kara and I are going and it's going to be so much fun, we went and got my dress, its exactly like Belle's dress from Beauty and the Beast I love it so much!!! I'm so happy and excited!!! love you all bunches see you later! xoxo
rOSE | | |
|
